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My Personal Testimony. How יהוה called me to His kingdom and delivered me. Thank You Father!



Psalm 28:7 יהוה is my strength and my shield; my heart trusted in Him, and I am helped: therefore my heart greatly rejoices; and with my song will I praise him.

Mark 5:19-20 Howbeit Yahshua suffered him not, but saith unto him, Go home to your friends, and tell them how great things יהוה hath done for you, and has had compassion on you. And he departed, and began to publish in Decapolis how great things Yahshua had done for him: and all men did marvel.


My Personal Testimony, written 7-8-thru-28-2012


Read my second testimony written 3-8-17 after you have read my first testimony (below) to fully understand the blessing that awaits those who put their trust in the Creator of the universe!


How יהוה called me to His kingdom and delivered me. Thank You Father!

Before:


This is just me sharing about the transformation that happened in me to alert me to the return of our King and my hero, Yahushua haMashiach, the Holy One of Y'srael.

It was 1993 and my oldest brother was staying with me. I was living in a house I bought around the time I was going through a divorce to a woman I had met in Germany and was with for 2 years in Germany and about 2 or 3 years here in the Southwest USA, before she left me to be with some guy I had met in a bar.

I went to a technical training school and learned air conditioning and heating, heat pumps and fuel furnaces. I had worked for about a year while going to school and moved to California where my 2 brothers lived and looked for a job there.

Because of my own issues and the end of the problem marriage I became very bitter inside.

I was hanging with the wrong crowds, who were solely into partying and listening to loud music and carousing, etc.

I was drinking jack daniels and coke and would get some very bad hangovers and hardly be able to work. A few times I lost my job because I was not able to cope with the anguish over my marital situation. That went on for about 2 years. All I could think of at that time was getting as drunk as possible to forget my troubles. Alcohol and drugs were my god, as that is what I trusted in. One night, after much drinking I stole some money out of a mans wallet that I helped to his door because he was too drunk.

I was rightly judged as an evildoer


I was being watched by the law after this and I was also selling marijuana in those days. I cannot really relay what happened to me in a testimonial because it's almost unbelievable. It drove me close to insanity and I nearly attempted suicide. It involved me being 'smoked' read about what this means here by a group who some call stalkers. What does that mean? It's very unpleasant, takes your breath away and caused temporary blistering in the mouth, throat and lungs. They regularly recorded my voice with a bug in my truck. When I was getting smoked, and I was crying and asking why they were doing this to me and asked them if they would please stop. If you have ever heard the song "loser" by Beck, you have heard me crying and saying: 'I can't believe you are doing this' and 'know what I'm saying' at the end of the song. It was true. I was a loser, but The Creator of all things calls out to the sinner, to those who are down and out and even desperate for help. The scripture says, to whom much is forgiven, the same loves much. After being brought low and to my knees, I realized that I was a loser and I asked יהוה to lift me up and help me and He saved me.

The point of my testimony is to shout with all excitement that there is a true REAL-LIVE God who has given us His testimony and given us major insight into His plan for mankind and He wants to change losers into winners, and I am living proof that He will help you if you just ask Him.

How I broke down and asked the Father for help


Immediately after this happened to me, I locked myself in my house for some months. I felt lower than low and pummeled to pieces. Someone was out there stalking me and they were ANONYMOUS. I had no feeling of self worth and was majorly depressed all the time.

Some months after this happened my brother had been staying with me for a few weeks when he was going through some marriage problems. When he went back to L.A. to do some things, he left a little pocket new testament bible on the coffee table in the living room and I picked it up and started reading with sorrow for what I had done, and in need of a friend and reconciliation with the Almighty Creator. I was raised catholic. Catechism, confirmation, confession, alter boy, etc... So I had a small glimpse of the Saviour, Yahshua, and knew a little bit about Him at this time, but I didn't have a real relationship with Him. יהוה showed me that the things that happened to me were my own fault and that I needed to change my ways because judgement is coming to all when they die. I broke down and had asked יהוה for forgiveness and to help me change my ways.

A new beginning


It the 5th month, 1995, the night before the feast of weeks, Shavuot, and I went up to the mountains to camp out with a friend of my brothers who I had been witnessing to about the Messiah. We camped at about 9,000 feet in the Spring Mountains west of Las Vegas. The prior week I had been going through a lot of prayer and repentance and beautiful harmony with יהוה in His Word. I was getting answers to requests in the scriptures by opening up and letting my eyes hit the first scripture and it was absolutely answers from the Most High. All of my requests had to do with me asking for help in repenting from certain things and get more and more strength with each verse or verses I was being fed. It's hard to describe how exhilerating it was, but the first few times it happened it was almost a little hard to believe or grasp... and wow, did it put a smile on my face which was rare for me in those days, but I knew it was His hand helping me, and after a few more times it was like a teacher to student relationship, but in the spiritual world, in your mind.

So after camping out and on the way down the long mountain road, something extraordinary happened to me. As I was listening to a pastor I was hearing on the radio talking who was local, I decided that I was going to get baptized and as I was thanking the Father for His WORD and the fact that I just understood I should get baptized and wanted to do it and was going to make arrangements to do so, all of a sudden this wonderful feeling of peace and joy came over me and what felt like a wind from top to bottom and I got goose bumps all over like I was a little chilly and it was a euphoric feeling as I knew right away it was the Father and His Ruach haKodesh. My truck window was closed and it wasn't a draft, but the gift of the Ruach haKodesh! After about 20 seconds or so of this, the best moments in my life, I realized that my truck stalled... hahah wow! My truck never stalled prior to this, it ran very well up in the mountains and I had gone up there dozens of times before.

From the time when I asked the Father and Yahshua into my life to help me and save me from sin, in the 9th month of 1994. I had been off from work. I actually didn't have any work from the 9th month until the 5th month and was collecting unemployment. So with all that time on my hands I got a decent second hand desk and put it in my bedroom. I had a webster's dictionary, a strong's concordance, giant print kjv with center column reference and 4 colored highlight markers.

Just about every day I would study from morning until night. It was during this time that I heard about the Sabbath day and the blessings I could receive for keeping it. So for a few weeks I investigated who else was doing this. To my surprise, I hadn't really heard about it before, but there were actually well over 1 million people in the USA who believed in the Messiah Yahshua and were professing to keep the 7th day Sabbath, not including 7th day adventists. That's a lot when you think about how everyone else who says that Yahshua is the Messiah but go to a church building for an hour or so on Sunday.

This gave me a lot of information and a certain love for the WORD of יהוה and I was so happy that יהוה was looking down on me and considered my case. I asked Him to send me forth to tell others. I would not be ready yet spiritually but my body was willing and my flesh was able for a little while... until I ran into questions that people had that I just didn't have the answer for... One particular matter that bothered me was: There are many scriptures that say, keep my commandments and the "law" seemed to be different than the 10 commandments. I was listening to a teacher that taught there was a difference between the law of God and the law of Moses. I later found this to be not true, and that all are to be observed... but here's how it worked for me and how I have seen it work for many others...

Growing in the mercy and truth of the knowledge of יהוה.


First, I developed a relationship with יהוה by learning of and keeping His 10 commandments. The main hurdle for most people is the true Sabbath day on the 7th day of the week, and I was blessed to have this issue come up in only 2 months of my asking Him into my heart, about the 11th month of 1994. Before the end of the roman calendar year I had made a commitment to keep the sabbath and did so, although wrong at first, but learned more perfectly after I received the Holy Spirit in a generous portion up on the mountain at around 7,500 feet on the way down. Baruch ata יהוה! Blessed are you יהוה!

So when I got my Alexander Scourby dramatized version of the King James Bible on cassette tapes I had found that the proverbs were quite expedient for learning all about how to apply the knowledge יהוה was giving me and get to deeper levels of understanding.

The proverbs of Solomon, son of David, king of Y'srael. To know wisdom and instruction.

(Pro 1:1-7) The proverbs of Solomon the son of David, king of Israel; To know wisdom and instruction; to perceive the words of understanding; To receive the instruction of wisdom, justice, and judgment, and equity; To give subtilty to the simple, to the young man knowledge and discretion. A wise man will hear, and will increase learning; and a man of understanding shall attain unto wise counsels: To understand a proverb, and the interpretation; the words of the wise, and their dark sayings. The fear of יהוה is the beginning of knowledge: but fools despise wisdom and instruction.

Wisdom is what you get when you have knowledge of the WORD and you apply the understanding of the instructions you have received with that knowledge. Knowledge is the WORD or instructions of יהוה. Understanding is the ability to know how to apply the instructions of יהוה. Wisdom is when you actually apply that knowledge and understanding.

With those principles, when you dig into the proverbs by listening to the words as much as you can, so you can later meditate them, you will get this totally. Like anything, once you experience it, it makes more sense and it's an: ahhhh, I see now, moment. Only by saying we don't see, can we be shown clearly the path.

(Luke 5:31-32) And Yahushua answering said unto them, They that are whole need not a physician; but they that are sick. I came not to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance.

and again:
(Matthew 13:13-16) Therefore speak I to them in parables: because they seeing see not; and hearing they hear not, neither do they understand. And in them is fulfilled the prophecy of Isaiah, which saith, By hearing ye shall hear, and shall not understand; and seeing ye shall see, and shall not perceive: For this people's heart is waxed gross, and their ears are dull of hearing, and their eyes they have closed; lest at any time they should see with their eyes, and hear with their ears, and should understand with their heart, and should be converted, and I should heal them. But blessed are your eyes, for they see: and your ears, for they hear.

Please take the time to look over the studies on this site and if you have any questions, please pray to the Father for clarity and I will listen to all feedback and try to answer all, time and circumstances permitting. email me at dela -- yah ---- at ------ g -- mail - dot -- com (NOTICE! There are no dashes or spaces in my email. I typed it that way so spam bots won't pick it up.)

In closing, thanks for reading my testimony about how the Father saved me from sins and is leading me daily according to the Scripture:

Pro 4:18 But the path of the just is as the shining light, that shines more and more unto the perfect day.(kingdom of heaven)

And I pray that you join me on that path to the kingdom of heaven, the day of יהוה.

יהוה bless you and keep you, יהוה make His face shine upon you and show mercy unto you, יהוה turn His face towards you and give you peace!

All praise and honor to the King, Yahshua haMashiach, HalleluYAH!
Gregory




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